2011. Happy New Year

Aging is such an immovable force.

I can only but grow older by the years watching youth fade away so as my energy diminishing little by little.

Time became harder to grasp as years gone by, was so alarmed by it that I can't help but wanting to slow everything down, hoping to gain control of time. I figured, if I were to plan and to live life as meaningful and purposeful as possible, I could some how slow time down.

Achievements in life, now I know the significance. I understand why are they important. Not to prove to anyone about my ability, but rather to use them to leave a dent in this course of life. As a marker, a proof that I've once lived through my youth. That I was once young before.

Rather funny having this post coming from someone who have not even hit 27 years of age. Yet inside of me, I felt I've lived through decades of this journey called life. Experiencing the ups and downs that some could never imagine of going through.

Still trying to make a spot for myself in this place called life.

Rushed through most moments in life failing to embrace each and every emotions and feelings before letting them fade away. Regrets are mostly what I have in my pocket. However, giving up is not likely.

I don't give up. At least not that easily. So in this year 2011, lets make some changes.

Lets make this year slightly different than those that have passed.

God, I need all the help I can get from above.

In all those elements found in life may it be love, wealth, health and so forth, help me to make a difference in myself. Presenting to my loved ones a better me.

I can but only do all I can within my insignificant capability and to pray for divine intervention.

Happy new year 2011. Here goes...