Monday, January 24, 2011

Hello from Singapore.

I'm writing this down in an company apartment belongs to a friend in Singapore.

Just had an interview and I have no confidence at all if I shall be employed.

But having all that said, Singapore is a place where I want to work and grow my career in.

The country's system might not be perfect. There are a lot of details that within this short amount of time I've been here that I definitely failed to realize. However, this place intrigues me.

My brain have not been functioning at this capacity for awhile now. The passion to do well in life once again started to burn.

Attempts shall be continuously made so that I can land a job in Singapore. Or any other country for the matter.

Being away from comfort zone really do changes things. With limited resources, a person grows much more faster. When you have your own to depend on, you can only make it. That would be the only choice.

I can but only wait for the call of good news from the company. It is time to diversify and venture out to another field.

I'm looking for a company and a place that recognizes my potentials and would willing to trust in my capacity.

God, I really need your divine intervention on this one.

Monday, January 10, 2011

2011. Happy New Year

Aging is such an immovable force.

I can only but grow older by the years watching youth fade away so as my energy diminishing little by little.

Time became harder to grasp as years gone by, was so alarmed by it that I can't help but wanting to slow everything down, hoping to gain control of time. I figured, if I were to plan and to live life as meaningful and purposeful as possible, I could some how slow time down.

Achievements in life, now I know the significance. I understand why are they important. Not to prove to anyone about my ability, but rather to use them to leave a dent in this course of life. As a marker, a proof that I've once lived through my youth. That I was once young before.

Rather funny having this post coming from someone who have not even hit 27 years of age. Yet inside of me, I felt I've lived through decades of this journey called life. Experiencing the ups and downs that some could never imagine of going through.

Still trying to make a spot for myself in this place called life.

Rushed through most moments in life failing to embrace each and every emotions and feelings before letting them fade away. Regrets are mostly what I have in my pocket. However, giving up is not likely.

I don't give up. At least not that easily. So in this year 2011, lets make some changes.

Lets make this year slightly different than those that have passed.

God, I need all the help I can get from above.

In all those elements found in life may it be love, wealth, health and so forth, help me to make a difference in myself. Presenting to my loved ones a better me.

I can but only do all I can within my insignificant capability and to pray for divine intervention.

Happy new year 2011. Here goes...