Chirpy...

In a chirpy mood at the moment. Trying to wind down and then hit the deck as soon as I manage to relax my brain. I lurve Frank Sinatra... already got a high five from Sarah... anyone want to add nother couple of fives? Heh...

Have a great weekend.

A Toast to Pea Brains

Today is by far, hmm... wait a minute, did I start off a post with this line before? Bah, who cares, anyhow... today is by far the worst day at work ever. Having to put up with incompetence is one thing, but to allow those pea brains to get off the hook after making a big boo boo and having me as the scape goat is totally off the scale. All those times of watching out for them, defending them, in return all that I get is silence and a messed up situation with all the fingers pointing at me.

There might be a line somewhere that I need to draw when being nice to people at work and I think the line must be drawn right here and right now. No more slacks for those pea brains... Well having said that, knowing me, I most probably will just forget about this when I wake up the next morning and everything will just return to normal except for the fact that my clean record as a responsible employee is now being corrupted by this stain caused by these irresponsible, incapable and selfish son and daughters of a pea.

I think if they don't want to use their brains to think, we should replace that brain with a pea and with food and water supply, at least then when they are stranded in the woods, they won't go hungry or thirsty.

Bah... forget it... cheers pea brains, you bring glory to your race once again.

Oh well... shall sleep it off with the singing of Frank.

Love in Wrong Format

Saturday Night Movie

Watched Stomp the Yard today, as what described by Koala as a sissified niggah movie due to the weird gay-ish hand signs plus all of the actors+tress are surprisingly all nigs. Don't get me wrong, I laugh at racist jokes and that is about it, am not extra racist here but it is Hollywood, strange that they don't have a strong cast. But nonetheless, I enjoyed the movie despite what Metal and Koala thinks. I have Leoric to agree with me on that so 2vs2, draw game.

That aside, lately I can't help but to wonder if I will ever achieve any good to at least honor God for my existence, as a token of appreciation for creating me. I did not wander too far before my thoughts hit a brick wall, seems like one fine day I will just move on from this world as a passer by, not making any impact or leaving any marks on the entire journey called life.

Hmm... well, I can continue to think and not try but I choose try. At least I can get into some action, end result matters but not so important for me since I just don't want to loose out without taking a shot at all possible opportunities. Even if there isn't any, I will keep knocking on doors until there is one.

I guess there you have it, I have decided what to do with life in just a post. Now that my mind is made up, just need to get up later for church... argh... it is already 4 a.m!

I think...

... people that gets their head bigger than the cap they are wearing are pain in the heinz (ketchup and chilli sauce brand)

... people that put others down so that they can feel good are in need of lourve (the place in France)

... people that tries too hard to act innocent are dizguztingz and should get a moral lesson about honesty.

... people that lie with eyes wide open are highly skilled con artist that one day might own the world.

... yippiecrites are hypocrites yuppies.

... I am random to the ultimate max lately and time for a high doze of caffeine!!!

... Unc Mike and Aunty Chiew Har are cool and their successors - Pastor Judah and Pastor Rose are omega rocking.

... I want to go home but cannot since still got work... RAH RAH RAH!

Good Comebacks

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

Stuck

Why is it that traffic jam exists in this world? Because of that I am now stuck at my office unable to return to my home sweet home to rest and recuperate from these few days of fatigues caused by insomnia, stress, and mountains of work loads.

When you are too tired, really feel like you are stuck on second gear. Response time increase, witty comments aren't able to be generated fast enough, defenseless against any arguments thrown at you...etc... basically you are just drifting around and doing everything at autopilot mode, all that you do or say are just auto generated.

Why do I have to sleep at 4 a.m and wake up at 7 a.m. few days in a go? I have no idea... Just couldn't bring myself to sleep. I want to sleep early tonight! That shall be my goal.

zZz...

Holiday?

Yes, I would like to have a nice holiday. And just to mentioned a little bit about the movie "The Holiday" since we are at the topic "Holiday", I think the storyline is a total disaster. It is like a replication of all the pass romantic movies. Jack Black rocks, but not Jude, not Diaz, not the girl with the red hair. Other than a nice cast, there is nothing worth watching about that movie. I don't understand why so many people find it good or great. Well that is just my rather long 2 cents.

Anyhow, downloaded Anberlin's new album "Cities". After listening to the album 3 times, I only like 3 songs from the album. Thats it. The rest are boring/tasteless, couldn't really figure out what in the world are they doing. Still prefer Snow Patrol.

Well back to the topic, after giving it some thought, I think I would prefer an overworked day compared to a boring holiday. At least I don't need to find activities to occupy my time... etc Holiday without activities and plans are much dreaded. I would rather work till I collapse, at least all I need to do is work, eat, sleep, sleep, work, work, work, work, grow old, ... , die -end-

Boring huh... well try seeing things in my point of view and you might understand why I think overworked is better. But I doubt anyone can see it the way I do...

Oh boy, I'm darn negative... but heck, today is a hell of a depressing day.

Je- je- je- Jaded

This week was the roughest week of my entire work history. It was so bad that I felt my knees turn weaker and weaker as the day pass by.

The mistakes of the long gone seniors, the new process that was enforced to the current me, the double role of a green horn, the never ending of request and daily tasks... since when did all these start to weigh down on me? Since when I start to fumble at my post? Since when I was unable to deliver responsibility bestowed upon me even if the odds are against me? Since lately I guess...

I am not sure if I've gotten from bad to worst as I continue to work or the mistakes from the resigned seniors are just to huge even for me to try fixing them. There are too many hidden traps as I go through each details within the departmental process and records. Too many items to be justified, too many loops holes been discovered, too little time, too many people being ridiculous, can't breathe... Then the music starts...

"I was a stranger in the city, out of town where the people I know... What to do, what to do, what to do?" - Frank Sinatra

Well Frank, God is still good despite all these. I reckon we need to rely on HIM if you really don't know what to do anymore.

"How long I wonder could this thing possibly last? But the age of miracles, it hadn't passed...The sun was shining everywhere." - Frank Sinatra

Yup Frank, even if the working blues seems endless but HE is still very much in charge. Wherever HE is, the sun still shines. Well cheer up ol chap, we still live to survive another day. It is the weekend so go get yourself some entertainment will you? I'll see you on Monday Frank.

Ciaozoo...